Theories

We have to have been molded someone by an unknown higher source. Why? Astrology. It cannot all be coincidental. Twelve signs bearing fairly different characteristics and the similiarities within the elements are obvious clues to something which mere science can never explain.

What if we chose what we would allow ourselves to know before we were ever born in this life? Our personalities, physical attributes, spirituality, everything. We chose it. We choose to forget that we chose it. We make our ultimate goals. We outline our lives then spend our lives worrying about what will happen. But we already know so why do we blind ourselves? To learn?

But if we pre-programmed ourselves, did we pick everyone we know? Or did they pick us? Or neither? Have we always all known each other? Did we all choose to be here together? Or is that just random? And what about the connections we feel to people we've never even spoken to? Why would we chose to be away from someone who means so much? Is it as simple as an outline or is it a detailed encounter of every action we shall take and every person we shall meet?

Evolution can't explain everything. The bible can't explain much. Our heroes can give us hints, but do they know? Isn't that just an opinion also? Or have they been put in that position so they can encourage us toward truth? Our friends can open doors that lead to worlds filled with ideas. Our parents and counselors can give us hope. Who teaches truth?

And if we didn't predestine our future, who or what did? The idea of one sole superior being sickens me. To think that I have been molded by one makes inferiority wade upon me. Is DNA just some "God's" weak string of acid? Did he just drop it out of his heaven and it happened to fall to our earth? Was this planet infected by some god-in-training's bad stash? Are we just the accidental chemical tragedy of a rebellious Jesus type? So it rained and our genetics seeped into the pores of the Earth and from that evolved the filth of the human race. Maybe we are the plague. Humans are the disease ridden downfall sent to punish the animals and plants for whatever.

Or maybe we were angels sent to save the planet, but we have fallen and we are destroying it instead. Maybe we destroy it because we are bitter towards a master who gave us too many rules after we gained knowledge...but we don't know we're bitter...it's merely implanted in the back of our tiny brains.

That's all for now. And thanks to Maynard James Keenan for a small inspiration in the above theory.